I dont understand why.
I thought it’s over.
Why must this hatred still persist after so many years.
Why must you do this to my life.
Nothing is over. Nothing ever did.
I love you but I hate you so much too.
I dont even know what’s wrong w my eyes.
Please stop.

The worst part is knowing the only person who could perhaps understand how Im feeling now is gonna leave. It’s only a matter of time. I wish you could stay. But that would be a selfish decision.

Update: Sorry if you think the above has anything got to do w any guy/bf or what sort, you’re wrong. Dont question. Hah, seems like this really isn’t my space to be free.